Hey everyone I am back!!!
Update: I have a successful home based baking business Purplelicious Treats www.purplelicioustreats.com, I've been on a fitness journey for the past 11 months lost 38lbs total, I've become a Beach Body Coach helping others get started on their journey, I am learning and growing everyday..... Now for these kids....
I try really hard to be not just a
good mom, but a great mom. These kids make you question everything. I
try really hard to be strong and hold it together, but its 3 of them and
1 of me... I try not to let to much get to me buts its so very hard. I
feel my sanity slowly slipping away. My choice to stay home was to
insure them that I would always be there, to help with homework, listen
to their days, cook for them, drs appts, football games, girl scout
events, cooking classes, assemblies, parent teacher conferences, just
being present in their lives day in and day out. Somewhere along the
lines they made something so joyous an out right nightmare!!! I didn't
know 3 kids that you birthed, nursed, changed diapers, nurtured &
care for unconditionally could make me cry.... At first it felt like
weakness, but after the tears dried I felt it was necessary for them to
see & know that their actions have consequences, and that what they
do and how they behave affects me in a big way... IS IT TO LATE TO SEND
THEM BACK???? Pray for me please!
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